Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Stuff for today


Picture of the day
yo.

SOTD: Operator - Delicate
for no reason other than i've been listening to it on repeat for a large part of today

QOTD:
Morality is like art. It's about drawing a line. Best draw the line in pencil so when you change your mind you can rub it out and draw a new one.



The One-Minute Writer

The challenge is to take the daily writing prompt here and spend a minute or less writing the first thing that comes to mind. so here goes:

imind:
the process by which one surrenders all logical thought and emotional response to a situation over to the specific song being played on one's ipod at the time.

Monday, November 17, 2008

I...


Fucking love this photo:



I changed my mind

New SOTD because i really miss Long Train Running (John, come and visit us!!), this is a beautiful song AND right now i really wish i could just get on a bike and ride away from my life:

Roll Me Away - Bob Seger

Took a look down a westbound road,
right away I made my choice
Headed out to my big two-wheeler,
I was tired of my own voice
Took a bead on the northern plains
and just rolled that power on


Twelve hours out of Mackinaw City
stopped in a bar to have a brew
Met a girl and we had a few drinks
and I told her what I'd decided to do
She looked out the window a long long moment
then she looked into my eyes
She didn't have to say a thing,
I knew what she was thinkin'


Roll, roll me away,
won't you roll me away tonight
I too am lost, I feel double-crossed
and I'm sick of what's wrong and what's right
We never even said a word,
we just walked out and got on that bike
And we rolled
And we rolled clean out of sight


We rolled across the high plains
Deep into the mountains
Felt so good to me
Finally feelin' free


Somewhere along a high road
The air began to turn cold
She said she missed her home
I headed on alone

Stood alone on a mountain top,
starin' out at the Great Divide
I could go east, I could go west,
it was all up to me to decide
Just then I saw a young hawk flyin'
and my soul began to rise
And pretty soon
My heart was singin'


Roll, roll me away,
I'm gonna roll me away tonight
Gotta keep rollin, gotta keep ridin',
keep searchin' till I find what's right
And as the sunset faded
I spoke to the faintest first starlight
And I said next time
Next time
We'll get it right

just for the record

And i hate to say this out loud and nik will never forgive me, but the Kid Rock album "Rock n Roll Jesus" has some really good moments! so...

SOTD: Roll On - Kid Rock

Mmmm
I love it when you play it like that
Come on... Play

Sittin' here alone I'm lookin' back on where I've roamed
And laughing how I swore I'd win and not get burned
Left my family
Left my home
I worked my fingers to the bone
And there was not a stone I did not leave unturned
And I was havin' a good time

Roll on Roll on Roller Coaster
We're one day older and one step closer
Roll on there's mountains to climb
Roll on we're on borrowed time
Roll on Roller coaster
Roll on tonight
Roll on tonight yeah

Money and success
I don't complain about the stress
I wanted this and now it's here
So I don't bitch
And I swear that time's a trick
It disappears in oh so quick
Man I was just sixteen
And now I'm starin' at thirty-six
But I'm still havin' a good time

Roll on Roll on Roller Coaster
We're one day older and one step closer
Roll on there's mountains to climb
Roll on we're on borrowed time
Roll on Roller coaster
Roll on tonight
Roll on tonight

And I know it's hard to see with the sun in your eyes
But one day you're gonna say I saw the light

And now headin' for the hill
And I just cannot wait until
My children grow up to have children of their own
And I'll be telling them about
The times I turned the party out
And how I stood against an army all alone
Drinkin' wine and stayin' high
And realized it couldn't last
And how I turned myself around
And went down another path
And the signs we must observe
When life's changes do occur
But most of all I'll tell them
Just how proud I am of them
And always have a good time
It's all love and good times
Let's all have a good time Yeah

Roll on Roll on Roller Coaster
We're one day older and one step closer
Roll on there's mountains to climb
Roll on we're on borrowed time
Roll on Roller coaster
Roll on tonight
Roll on tonight

Today

Today i am tired beyond any tiredness i have experienced before. not just physically, but emotionally and spiritually. so i must apologise to you. i have spent so much energy keeping you up that i have none left for myself. i can't do that anymore. you're going to have to find a way to support yourself for a while, until i recharge. i'm sorry, but it's me time now. xxx

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

making up for lost time

with one long and very random post...

  • where the fck is summer? i'm not one for hot weather, i get sunburn at the drop of a hat, but sheesh, can we at least have 2 sunny days a weeks so i can do the washing and bath the dogs?
  • holy shit, i'm a couple of hours away from being the mother of a 2 year old!
  • wheeeeeeeee, so excited about running Black Mamba in Cape Town on thursday
  • i think i may have overdone the sweet shopping for the party on saturday. oh well, bye bye waistline, hello 2nd spare wheel!!
  • hillbillies don't have white floored barns, no matter what musicians may think!
  • i'm a lighting geek. i dream about winning the lotto and what lights i'd buy with the money
  • last night i got home and my mom was watching one of those mindless call in game shows and i had flashbacks to Requiem for a Dream. hope the fridge doesn't attack mom!
  • i love Kevin Smith and can't wait to see Zack and Miri make a Porno
  • i feel like i should apologise to my car for swearing at it so much.
  • i never feel like i should apologise to taxi's
  • i wish Tina would hurry up and phone me
  • it really sucks when companies book the theater. they better let us buy drinks on their tab.
  • i love the way Shae says worm. and calls me megum
  • holy shit, i'm a couple of hours away from being the mother of a 2 year old!
  • i kind of miss the life i had before i started full time at the theatre. and the people. having a social life was pretty cool.
  • that being said. i love my job. i bitch about it a lot, but i love it
  • i'm trying so hard to behave because i'd rather die than hurt you.
  • the other you, who was once my everything is no longer that to me. i've kicked that habit, i hope, forever.
  • dumbfucks fucking annoy me. especially dumbfucks who don't know how to fucking brush their hair. dumbfucks
  • i really really really really NEED a new tattoo.
  • like really really.
  • i'm so stoked geri lives down here now.
  • i should go and get ready for work.

SOTD

The Government Totally Sucks - Tenacious D

it just seems kind of appropriate given the USA elections etc.

Shae... on turning two

yup. tomorrow shae turns two. mindblowing. i'm not entirely sure how she went from this little pink wriggling thing that i was slightly terrified of to this articulate independant little person in two short years, but it happened. against all odds, she's survived the chaos that comes from living in a 5-person, 7-animal household and come out tops, wrapping everyone she meets around her pinky finger as she goes.

damn. seems i got something right.